It's as gone as you are
I'm in my room, but it's not your room anymore
and I want to search the city for you, the world, even though I know it's useless
I look at my clothes for the hairs you used to leave behind
but it seems that even they've left with you
and I keep searching for your smell, but it's as gone as you are
Maybe I will miss you forever and of course I'll follow you one day
and it might just be sleep deprivation that is making me cry a flood into
and I want to search the city for you, the world, even though I know it's useless
I look at my clothes for the hairs you used to leave behind
but it seems that even they've left with you
and I keep searching for your smell, but it's as gone as you are
Maybe I will miss you forever and of course I'll follow you one day
and it might just be sleep deprivation that is making me cry a flood into
the hollow my collarbone gets when I'm hunched by sadness
And maybe, just maybe, I'm finally as broken as I used to think I was.
And maybe, just maybe, I'm finally as broken as I used to think I was.
I will miss you forever and always 3
How terrible it is to love something that death can touch.