Selinium.

My head is a dark, dark place.
It does not come in cycles anymore, like it did before.
For a time, at least.

Pain is all I have left. It's my constant companion. He never leaves my side.
Always lurking around the corner while I scrunch in a quick laugh or two.
And I stand there, always watching my back, 'cause i know he's there,
just waiting for the darkness to force itself into the cracks of my very fragile soul.
My constant shadow. Lover, friend and my very own stalker.
He's the one thing I can count on. I just can't seem to shake him.

It's like I'm at the beginning again, you know.
Have I started all over again?