Tata for now..
Me and my friend we have this kind of relationship where we call each other when we feel bad and need to complain to someone about it. Of course we tell each other happyish things too, occasionally, but they're not why we meet up. She's this kind of person who never judges anything I say, she tries real hard to understand and see if she feels the same way and if she doesn't, it's not a big deal.
If I tell her I'm having a bad day or even a bad month, she doesn't respond with;
"why? what do you have to be so sad about? there are people in this world who didn't even eat today"
Well, how do you know I did? you know. People don't know me and they keep pushing words and thoughts and feelings on me which I never actually said or even thought. They create this personality for me that I've never shown them, just because they think it fits.
She doesn't judge anything, and I'm gonna miss that most of all.
But as always, worrying won’t ever change the outcome, so I will let her go.. reluctantly,
even if I just might be worse off without her here.
