Broken beyond repair.
My head is a wilderness in which I am lost.
I marked my path, but I was following maps to nowhere.
I lost myself, somewhere in the darkness. And now I can't find my way out, I'm not even sure I really want to. I've been in it for so long that the slightest ray of sunlight scares me off. And in the beginning, it wasn't something I chose. But it seems, that over time, I choose the darkness over and over again. Without really questioning why.
I want.. change.
I marked my path, but I was following maps to nowhere.
I lost myself, somewhere in the darkness. And now I can't find my way out, I'm not even sure I really want to. I've been in it for so long that the slightest ray of sunlight scares me off. And in the beginning, it wasn't something I chose. But it seems, that over time, I choose the darkness over and over again. Without really questioning why.
I want.. change.
Slö, slapp och likgiltig.
“I'll be in my bedroom, making no noise and pretending I'm not there.”
